OH MY GOD
I just found some of my pills on the floor.
And this morning I found some others just laying on the nightstand.
Did I forget to take them?
Did I take them already?
If I take them now will I be taking too much?
Am I compromising my treatment?
How can I not know something so important?
But, I even set my alarm twice a day to remind me to take them!
Even then, sometimes right after, I can't remember if I swallowed them or not!
How am I going to get better if I don't take my pills in proper doses?
How am I going to get better?
How am I....AM I ever going to be better?
Am I ever going to be just me- again?
I am so afraid.
So afraid.
That I will never like myself again.
Anjd it's time to take my pills again.
Or is it?
Are those the pills I just found?
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